The weather make people feel sleepy.

When I'm tired, I will think of Jay (:

I'm studying super hard now and I tell you, CARGO HANDLING SUCKS.
Must rmb so many things. AHHHHHHHHHH.
Ytd night was great. Good dinner and nice catching up.
Miss you guys, will meet up soon after exams.

Till here, people.
Study hard and take careeeeeeeeeee.

Loves,
Brenda.

" It's 1:59pm, I'm waiting for 2PM! Park Jay come back as soon as you are ready. I'm waiting for you ♥ "

EDITED@1.15am.

OMG. 1.13am now, and I'm still awake. Hahah. Just want to say BEAST'S LEADER DOOJOON IS BACK ON MUSIC BANK. *yay* Luckily it was just rumor that he withdraw from the group if not I will be super mad at him. ^^

FIGHTING BEAST AND of course, 2PM. ♥ Goodnight, people~

Love is simple.

Just finished watching 桃花小妹, *sigh* Give me a 辰亦儒, can?
Went to have lunch today with Eve, Teng Hao and Kah Wee. Oh ya, then Jasmine, Eve's friend came later on too.
Hmmm, nice food and good conversation. Simple as that.

Exam is coming soon. Studying not as much as I should be doing. Project not yet done. And problems come one by one. I'm tired, but I don't like to share with people my problem so I shall vent it by writing down here. After writing down what is in my heart, I will always feel better.

This few days, I keep thinking abt the definition of love. What is love suppose to be like? How will you feel when you are in love? What do you all think?
To me, love is simple, not complicated. Because if it's complicated, it will be tiring and eventually you will give up and feel hurt. But after the period of pain, when you think back, your heart will not feel the pain anymore because time will help to overcome everything.
I may like you but if I do not have the courage, in the end I'll lose out. And it always happen to me. This make me doubt about my so called fairytale love-like theory that I once believe.
Hahah. How naive of me to believe abt this theory. But till now, I still want to believe this theory. When I found the right one, it'll eventually be mine.
No rush, good thing are meant to be wait. (:

Another thing is tmr will be clique dinner at airport. *yay!* So long I didnt see them so I miss them a lot. ^^

*Sigh* I feel pretty pathetic for sending that text. I send that text to you is because I care for you but you didn't reply me. I send that purely as a friend but you doesn't even treat me as a friend. I don't know what to feel. Maybe it's not that big a deal. Forget it.

Rest early, people. Take care and love you guys.

Goodnight,
Brenda.

" 一顆心呼喚另一顆的声音, 你聆听到我的心了吗? "

MY LAPTOP WALLPAPER (:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, peeps!

The weather is sooooooooo cold. And the weather made people feeeeeel so alone. I'm currently half studying my gems, CALENDARS AND ASTRONOMY and half typing and posting here.

A song to describe the weather.

下雨天 sang by 梁心頤 (:

Keep listening to this song. Hmmm. Lyrics of this song are beautiful tooooo. Awww.

Part of the lyrics hereeeeeeee~

下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因

為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉

沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺

誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰

愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜 怎樣的我 能讓你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過 別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

Omg. Tue test on calendars. *pray hard that it is based on common sense*

Haha. Till hereeeeeeeee. I'm going back to study calendars and then do the practice papers then the end for this module!

Goodbye people.

XOXOXO,

Brenda.

" Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. "

(: Sweeeeeeeeet.

Jay, Come backzxzxz.

I'm starting to study alr! *CLAPS & ROARS*AND I'm having a sore throat but my brother is tempting me with potato chips. OMG. And I ate it, of course. Lol. -.-
I don't know what to post alr. But I want to say let me stay in my own world so we can have a fairytale like story. (:

Goodnight people.

Loves,
Brenda.

"If there is too much beautiful memories, I'm afraid it will take a longer time to erase everything from my heart."

2PM comeback @ MusicBank. *JIANG*

OMG. I LOVE THEM, but my dear jay is missing. :(

Hmmmm. I just watched their comeback on Music Bank. Of course! They didn't disappoint me. Their dance moves melt my heart. So hot, esp Junsu. But when will jay be back with them? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Please come back soooooooon. I miss you, you know? I guess Jay will be sneezing everyday, every mins, every secs since everyone is missing him so much. * Laugh Out Loud*

Today, I had a wonderful day. I woke up pretty late, and so thinking that I couldn't make it for the first lesson, I decided to skip it, went to collect my pay from 2 places, i walk from bugis to cityhall, super tired. Then walked super fast because eve was waiting for me at dover. LOL. I made her waited for me so long. *SORRY* Hahah. And the first thing she do when she saw me is giving me a middle finger. LOL.

Then met up with tenghao, take the train to causeway, was super hungry. We had our lunch at swensen, *OMG* Yummmy. So super full after finishing everything on the table except fries. HAHA. Then we went to purchase movie tickets for 2012. Went acrade to play since there is so much time left. HAHA. Funny thing is TONG TONG thought we at JP, he go there find us. HAHAHA. After that met up with Alvin and Zac and AhTong then we went to watch 2012. I cried >.< *OMG, the pilot that died is super cute although he got funny accent*
Then went for ice cream session with Eve, Tenghao and Alvin. *Thanks Eve for the treat!*
After that, we went off. * End of the wonderful day! *

Super pissed off with blogger for don't know what stupid reason, made me lose the last part of my post that I typed out just now and super lazy to type it back so too bad. Lol.

Till here people and have a good weekend.
And I need to study very soon to maintain my gpa. *hopefully*

XOXOXO,
Brenda.

"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."

Can you feel my heartbeat?

Finally. Long waited music video came out. As usual, they are super my type of guys. But it's lack of something, Park Jaebeom presence. :( I want him inside, he make the group look more powerful since his popping is super attractive to my eyes. ^^
I seriously hope he will be back. I miss him badly.
*sigh* I'm moody now, super. ZZZZ

Goodnight, people.

Again and Again,
Brenda.
I'll not go anymore deeper because I know it's impossible.

(:

"You will move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back."

I was crazy about you.

JAY PARK ^^ SO CUTE!

MY BLOG SONG IS THE NEW 2PM SONG, 'I'm crazy about you'!
I hear it for like a thousand times alr and I simply loveeeeee it although without Jay is something to be sad of alot. I thought he will be back but now my hope of him coming back for 2pm first album are smashed when I see the album jacket without him. :( I want him backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, PLEASE.

The lyrics of the song are super sad.
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone

You're standing up now, you throw aside my hands.
The words 'I love you' are still caught in my throat, I didn't even have a chance to greet you yet.
As I see your back turned towards me, the whole world feels like it's breaking down.
It's all breaking down.
All those days we loved, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that, and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.
It's too hard, I'm tired, eventually I just let go.
The words "If you really loved me, you'd let me go"
I don't hear any of it.
The image of your back towards me is engraved into my eyes, It's all breaking down.
All those days we loved, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that, and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.
{RAP}
I couldn't even say that you can't leave.
All I am is a fool that can only watch you leave.
Going crazier day by day, never being able to forget you.
I can't handle myself, I was crazy for you, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.

I just came back from a weekend trip from malacca. It sure had enlighten up my mood. But I don't want to come back to the reality, to face the truth. I want to live in my own world. It'll be better, I told myself. But I know deep down, it hasn't gotten better. After that night, you disappeared into the thin air. And after today, I'm telling myself I'll be strong and forget about everything. I do not want to see you anymore. I do not want to find you anymore. I do not want to miss you anymore. I do not want to go crazy about you anymore.
The end but will I be able to do it, me, myself not sure too.


Hahaha.
Okay, I shall post some pictures when my bro upload the photos from the camera uh.
I became tanned again!
YAY! So happy.
I don't want to go to school tmr. It is a torture to go to school. Got meeting after school, got company meeting for Annual Dance and Dinner after that, sure very late come back. :(
SO SAD. SO VERY SAD.
Haha.

Shall end hereeeee. Can't wait for 2PM to make comeback on Inkigayo next week!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Loves,
BRENDA.

"We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else, for us to find."