I REALLY WANTED TO DO IT.

I feeeeeeel like shit today.

I got face problem today.

I cannot believe that it can affect me so much.

I feel that my effort had went down the drain.

I'm mentally tired.

Maybe, I should just give up.

Can you feeeeeel my heartbeat?

Today, I finally took all my courage up to speak to you.

And yay!

(: Smiling all the way homeeeeeeeeee.

I must be mad.

Guess I'm wishing my life away with these things I'll never say.

The pieces of my heart is waiting for you.

It's been ages since I updated my blog. I'm freaking lazy and I do not have the mood to post anything.

But today I will be updating, yay, when I'm suppose to be doing my tutorials. I will do after this post, yeah.

Hmmm, lots of things happened, where should I start from, I do not know too.

Sometime, I can't help but to think life is not as simple as what I thought.

Why didn't I learn my lesson ever since the last time, not to fall for anyone that you don't know at all, it'll hurt only yourself, but still, I made this mistake, yet again.

I'm a stubborn girl, but I will stop falling deeper because up to now, it's seem that I'll be hurting myself yet again. I'm tired of loving one that wouldn't return my love, why am I always the unlucky one? Why am I always falling for the wrong person, I must be blind or what. :(

I'm sure I'm blind, hahah.

Side-tracked to youtube, damn it. I'm going to do my tutorial alr, hope so.

That's this song that are so meant for me now. My feelings, everything.

These Things I'll Never Say- Avril Lavigne

It don't do me any good, i't just a waste of time.

What use is it to you, what's on my mind.

If anin't coming out, we're not going anywhere.

So, why can't I just tell you that I care,

Because I'm feeling nervous, trying to be perfect.

Because I know you are worth it.

I will stop here, will update again soon.

(:

I'm smiling but the tears are falling.

It's funny how girls are able to express their feelings so readily to the person they like.

It funny how girls can get so crazy over a guy.

It's funny how girls can go so upset over a guy.

It's funny, really.

I couldn't figure out why too. Can anyone figure out?

SCHOOL IS BORING TTM.

I really hope to adapt to school life soooon.

I won't fall for you.

YES, I won't.

Stronger than yesterday (:

I HAD FUN THE PAST FEW DAYS.

Chalet with poly mates! I kinda miss them though now. Hahahah.

I got the feeling of wanting to go to school but also don't want to go to school because of the timing.

Timetable suck suck suck suck suck :(

4 out of 5 days 8am! How many lesson should I skip? AHHHHHHHH.

I will not skip morning classes x1000

Hahahah. I won't lah, I work harder and not slack like last term.

Time past so fast and I can't keep up to it. HAI~

Why am I going to do when I'm out of poly? Can the time just past slower? I'm like lost in a road junction.

Hopefully, I will know what to do soooon.

I'M SO GOING TO STUDY HARD. NO MORE SLACKING, BRENDA AU!

I'm so going to be strong.
When the clock strike 12 midnight on 13April2010.
I had decided to give up totally.

(: No more of this anymore. I had enough.
Once, twice, thrice. No more, I am not going to give my heart to anyone anymore.

等待一件很累的事，我也那么想了。

我应该这么做呢?