Life is such a joke.

How much I wish to vent it out, I can't seem to type it out.

Pissed, but who to be pissed at?

I don't know.

I would just keep smiling so I don't need to explain why I'm not okay.

Choices.

Have you ever thought of the different between these two choices?

1st: You want to because you need to,

OR

2nd: You need to because you want to.

Sometime, people are confused of whether they need to or they want to and I was one of them.

Why are we confused? It is because of the reasons behind it.

People choose because they want to be happier. But is that what you really want?

But whatever is it, do not regret with what you had chosen.

It is not easy to get over regrets. Maybe you will never get over it too.

Yes, emotional again. Goodnight my dearest readers.

I need energy for this weekend.

BLISSFUL LIFE.

HELLO PEOPLE.

I'm blogging because I got nothing while waiting for my freaking thick hair to dry!

MY INTERNSHIP HAD FINALLY COME TO AN END.

Freaking happy, but I'm extending earning more money to SAVE. Ya right, save.

Been spending and spending and spending, just by going to Disney On Ice, made me spend ard $100? Tickets plus all the cute cups they selling. I can't resist not to buy!

Just when I got the mood to blog, my laptop want to die on me, and I'm lazy to get my charger, because once I charged my laptop means watching of gossip girl = no sleep =DARK EYE CIRCLES.

SO I SHALL GET TO SLEEP NOW. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

I will update my blog often, I promise but I bet nobody look at my blog.

ROFL.

HELLO HELLO HELLO

It had been such a long time, long time no see, BLOG.

* Acting Crazy *

I had changed my blog song to a song that I LOVE currently. It's on replay in my ears.

I LOVE THE LYRICS. This is the song that motivate me in the first place to be brave too.

" 我们都怕痛 但又好想试着牵手

两颗心 隐藏在背后 不敢承诺

不想再难过 丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你 把手给我"

Time flies so fast, too fast. My attachment is ending soon. Yes, my 6 months attachment is actually ending soon. To think that I keep whining and whining about it. Now, I'm left with no more than 5 weeks. And it scare the hell out of me because I'm going to be a year 3 student. And I got no goals, no clear future of what to do. I really need to start thinking and planning. :( I don't want to grow up. I want to be little girl, can?

Suddenly, I miss Langkawi, miss that place, miss those fun, miss the sun, miss the sea, miss those water sport. HAHA I was browsing through the photos, then came across the pictures we took there, then got this feeling. I WANT TO GO ON A VACATION, PRETTY PLEASE.

I JUST GO AND DREAM ABOUT IT NOW, GOODNIGHT.

HAHA. I just want to end this post now. Becauseeeeeeeeee baby boy just texted me. I'm busy already. BYE BYE.

Time wouldn't rewind.

Well, another christmas had passed. And new year is coming yet again.

Isn't everything happen so fast. This few months is a blast, being super busy, like so not me.

Finally spending a day at home, watching gossip girl and here, blogging.

So many things on my mind for this past week. Woah, had a hard time figuring out what was best.

But I got my answer, somehow or rather.

Tomorrow work again, 3 more months to go. Yay!

I am going back to gossip girl now. Heheh.

Miss love lots, xoxo.

I miss you, I really do.

I'm sorry :(

I'm having the feeling of you don't want me anymore after you telling me all that.

Felt that I'm just a trouble to you, hai. I didn't mean to complain.

I'm feel so sad that we are beginning to drift apart. You seem like a stranger to me.

Feel like going away far far away. As usual, I want to run away.

Hope it will get better, I don't know why but I'm looking forward to work tmr.

It will prevent me from thinking too much since I'm a super free girl.

Take care, people :\

I'm not as strong as you think.

It ends when either side decided to give up.

Nothing last forever, I know. But somehow, I hope what I'm feeling now will never change.

Are we strong enough to not to change?

I guess me and you wouldn't know the answer.

Life's fragile.

A second ago, you may be breathing. A minute later, you may not be breathing anymore.

You always hear people saying things like live your life to the fullest, this and that.

But how are we going to live to the fullest? How does it feels to live it to the fullest, I wondered.

Everybody is doing the same things, working hard to get into good school, working hard to get promoted, working hard to earn money, to earn the status/ title.

Does this count as living life to the fullest? I'm not really sure whether it is.

I need a break from work. It is breaking me apart.

Today, I answer my house intercom system like how I answer my company phone.

That is how work stuck to me every single day, so irritated.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh, short getaway this weekend.

I'm going to enjoy and relax this weekend.

But I miss baby boy so much too, I don't know how long will it continue, but apparently it seem like one year, we will meeting each other during the weekend only since when my itp ends, his itp starts and the best thing is it is also 6 months, ohmygod.

:( Are we strong enough to overcome? Or are we going to drift apart sooner or later like everybody else?

The best thing to do is not to think about it since I type it out here, I would not think.

Thinking kills sometime, you know.

Goodnight people, meeting the girls tmr!

Yay, so long so long since we met up! Heheheheheh.