Friday, December 25, 2009

Just keep going forward.

Meeerrrrrry Christmas.
I hope santa will give me back my pink grandpa.
Jay Park, come back soooooooooooooooon.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Leaving everything behind.

LANGKAWI, HERE I COME!
Miss me, people.
I will go out with you guys when I'm back, my friends.
Goodnight.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

(: I've enough.

2 more days till exams end. 3 more papers.
Goodbye.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Studying sucks, big time.

我不是你想像那麼勇敢 多想讓你保護能流淚一場
讓我放下武裝像個孩子一樣 單純的把愛情放在你心上
每個人都有夢
幸福總站在最遠方 心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手擁抱
誰的心是我最後一站 我強問我自己
現在還沒有個答案

Friday, November 27, 2009

The weather make people feel sleepy.



When I'm tired, I will think of Jay (:

I'm studying super hard now and I tell you, CARGO HANDLING SUCKS.
Must rmb so many things. AHHHHHHHHHH.
Ytd night was great. Good dinner and nice catching up.
Miss you guys, will meet up soon after exams.

Till here, people.
Study hard and take careeeeeeeeeee.

Loves,
Brenda.

" It's 1:59pm, I'm waiting for 2PM! Park Jay come back as soon as you are ready. I'm waiting for you ♥ "

EDITED@1.15am.

OMG. 1.13am now, and I'm still awake. Hahah. Just want to say BEAST'S LEADER DOOJOON IS BACK ON MUSIC BANK. *yay* Luckily it was just rumor that he withdraw from the group if not I will be super mad at him. ^^

FIGHTING BEAST AND of course, 2PM. ♥ Goodnight, people~

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Love is simple.

Just finished watching 桃花小妹, *sigh* Give me a 辰亦儒, can?
Went to have lunch today with Eve, Teng Hao and Kah Wee. Oh ya, then Jasmine, Eve's friend came later on too.
Hmmm, nice food and good conversation. Simple as that.

Exam is coming soon. Studying not as much as I should be doing. Project not yet done. And problems come one by one. I'm tired, but I don't like to share with people my problem so I shall vent it by writing down here. After writing down what is in my heart, I will always feel better.

This few days, I keep thinking abt the definition of love. What is love suppose to be like? How will you feel when you are in love? What do you all think?
To me, love is simple, not complicated. Because if it's complicated, it will be tiring and eventually you will give up and feel hurt. But after the period of pain, when you think back, your heart will not feel the pain anymore because time will help to overcome everything.
I may like you but if I do not have the courage, in the end I'll lose out. And it always happen to me. This make me doubt about my so called fairytale love-like theory that I once believe.
Hahah. How naive of me to believe abt this theory. But till now, I still want to believe this theory. When I found the right one, it'll eventually be mine.
No rush, good thing are meant to be wait. (:

Another thing is tmr will be clique dinner at airport. *yay!* So long I didnt see them so I miss them a lot. ^^

*Sigh* I feel pretty pathetic for sending that text. I send that text to you is because I care for you but you didn't reply me. I send that purely as a friend but you doesn't even treat me as a friend. I don't know what to feel. Maybe it's not that big a deal. Forget it.

Rest early, people. Take care and love you guys.

Goodnight,
Brenda.

" 一顆心呼喚另一顆的声音, 你聆听到我的心了吗? "

Friday, November 20, 2009


MY LAPTOP WALLPAPER (:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, peeps!

The weather is sooooooooo cold. And the weather made people feeeeeel so alone. I'm currently half studying my gems, CALENDARS AND ASTRONOMY and half typing and posting here.

A song to describe the weather.
下雨天 sang by 梁心頤 (:
Keep listening to this song. Hmmm. Lyrics of this song are beautiful tooooo. Awww.
Part of the lyrics hereeeeeeee~

下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因
為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉
沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停
期待讓人越來越沉溺
誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰
愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味
一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累
怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜 怎樣的我 能讓你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼
其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別結局還能多明顯
別說你會難過 別說你想改變
被愛的人不用道歉
Omg. Tue test on calendars. *pray hard that it is based on common sense*
Haha. Till hereeeeeeeee. I'm going back to study calendars and then do the practice papers then the end for this module!

Goodbye people.

XOXOXO,
Brenda.

" Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. "