非常幸福的我

谢谢你, (:

Life is such a joke.

How much I wish to vent it out, I can't seem to type it out.

Pissed, but who to be pissed at?

I don't know.

I would just keep smiling so I don't need to explain why I'm not okay.

Choices.

Have you ever thought of the different between these two choices?

1st: You want to because you need to,

OR

2nd: You need to because you want to.

Sometime, people are confused of whether they need to or they want to and I was one of them.

Why are we confused? It is because of the reasons behind it.

People choose because they want to be happier. But is that what you really want?

But whatever is it, do not regret with what you had chosen.

It is not easy to get over regrets. Maybe you will never get over it too.

Yes, emotional again. Goodnight my dearest readers.

I need energy for this weekend.

BLISSFUL LIFE.

HELLO PEOPLE.

I'm blogging because I got nothing while waiting for my freaking thick hair to dry!

MY INTERNSHIP HAD FINALLY COME TO AN END.

Freaking happy, but I'm extending earning more money to SAVE. Ya right, save.

Been spending and spending and spending, just by going to Disney On Ice, made me spend ard $100? Tickets plus all the cute cups they selling. I can't resist not to buy!

Just when I got the mood to blog, my laptop want to die on me, and I'm lazy to get my charger, because once I charged my laptop means watching of gossip girl = no sleep =DARK EYE CIRCLES.

SO I SHALL GET TO SLEEP NOW. GOODNIGHT PEOPLE.

I will update my blog often, I promise but I bet nobody look at my blog.

ROFL.

HELLO HELLO HELLO

It had been such a long time, long time no see, BLOG.

* Acting Crazy *

I had changed my blog song to a song that I LOVE currently. It's on replay in my ears.

I LOVE THE LYRICS. This is the song that motivate me in the first place to be brave too.

" 我们都怕痛 但又好想试着牵手

两颗心 隐藏在背后 不敢承诺

不想再难过 丢弃回忆重新来过

让我永远牵着你 把手给我"

Time flies so fast, too fast. My attachment is ending soon. Yes, my 6 months attachment is actually ending soon. To think that I keep whining and whining about it. Now, I'm left with no more than 5 weeks. And it scare the hell out of me because I'm going to be a year 3 student. And I got no goals, no clear future of what to do. I really need to start thinking and planning. :( I don't want to grow up. I want to be little girl, can?

Suddenly, I miss Langkawi, miss that place, miss those fun, miss the sun, miss the sea, miss those water sport. HAHA I was browsing through the photos, then came across the pictures we took there, then got this feeling. I WANT TO GO ON A VACATION, PRETTY PLEASE.

I JUST GO AND DREAM ABOUT IT NOW, GOODNIGHT.

HAHA. I just want to end this post now. Becauseeeeeeeeee baby boy just texted me. I'm busy already. BYE BYE.

Time wouldn't rewind.

Well, another christmas had passed. And new year is coming yet again.

Isn't everything happen so fast. This few months is a blast, being super busy, like so not me.

Finally spending a day at home, watching gossip girl and here, blogging.

So many things on my mind for this past week. Woah, had a hard time figuring out what was best.

But I got my answer, somehow or rather.

Tomorrow work again, 3 more months to go. Yay!

I am going back to gossip girl now. Heheh.

Miss love lots, xoxo.

I miss you, I really do.

I'm sorry :(

I'm having the feeling of you don't want me anymore after you telling me all that.

Felt that I'm just a trouble to you, hai. I didn't mean to complain.

I'm feel so sad that we are beginning to drift apart. You seem like a stranger to me.

Feel like going away far far away. As usual, I want to run away.

Hope it will get better, I don't know why but I'm looking forward to work tmr.

It will prevent me from thinking too much since I'm a super free girl.

Take care, people :\