I know I'm running away from it.

Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would've worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone.

Awww, the lyrics made me feel so sad. :(
This few days, keep listening to this song.

Okay, today is the day I have waited for so long alr. No more papers! I'm so happy happy happy! Hahahahahahaha. I cannot use words to express the feeling of mine now. Hmmm, out of the five papers, I only have one paper that I am less confident which is the last paper, navigation safety. *sigh* Hopes I won't get 50 marks again for it. Hahaha. Now, is vacation! But I don't know what to do. Play, enjoy life or find jobs. Two options, but I am lazy lazy lazy but I'm broke broke broke. Hahaha. I'm so lame tonight, but although my mindset is hyper, my body feel like it is going to break down anytime, no matter how much I sleep, I still feel exhausted. Must be something wrong with the head of mine. Lol. Now, I'm catching up with my 1night2days, so funnnnny and I love Eun Jiwon and the mind of his, what he is thinking is so unique. *Laugh Out Loud*
I feel that I'm becoming so emotional. -.- I hope to meet up with my 2 girlfriends soon. I hope to meet up with my clique soon. I hope that polymates will overcome the problem and be like last time. (: Really hope people out there will be living their life to the fullest and not wasting them.
Okay, like I say, emotional. I can't stand myself so I am ending here alr.
Oh ya, Monday out with J and Eve. And J made something for me, so excitied and touched by it.
Goodnight, my loveable readers.

With lots of lovesssss,
Brenda.