How long can happiness last?

LIFE’S GREAT, with him, the girls and the clique.

I’m trying to study hard in school.

I’m suppose to have study time naow, yet I got the blogging mood so shall post today!

I LOVE TO LIM KOPI WITH THE GIRLS, LAZING OUR AFTERNOON AWAY.

I think I passed the nua-ness to them. Oppps! But it’s relaxing this way okay. Talk about our troubles, our childhood, shooting one another and jokes in our own world. I really love it.

Oh yes, going out with clique is always full of laughter. But we are all too busy to meet up often which is kind of sad. I’m sure there will be many more meet up to go. Heheheheh.

Today went to have girls talk with debbielow. (: Although she damn guailan, but I love her for that! I had funnnnnnnnn, and also saying out things that I normally wouldn’t say. But raking up the past make me think again, oh man. I HATE IT. Whenever I thought about how much pain it caused me when you left me. I’m afraid to open up, really. I couldn’t believe the love between us can be so fragile. When you moved on a year ago, I was crushed, and my heart was locked up.

Because I didn’t have the courage to face it again. The pain after a heartbreak is too much to handle.

And now it is not an easy thing to open up again.

Sometime, I will think whether will you be sick and tired of waiting for my response. Sometime, I will think of letting you go to make it easier for you. Sometime, I will think if one day you were to do the same thing to me like him, will I survive?

Thinking too much isn’t healthy, but I still think a lot. SIGH, I hate myself for being like this too.  :(

I hope I didn’t see what I saw this afternoon, it make me think whether you had really let her go? Or you are just letting her go because you didn’t have any other choices.

HAI, Have a little faith in things, BEN-DA OUCH!

I HATE THE YOU NOW.

I'm done venting my thoughts here, I will come back soooon.

XOXO.