I'm eighteen, finally.

看你傻笑着, 握住我的手,

梦希望没有尽头, 我们走到这就好,
因为我不想太快走完这幸福.

It had been so long since I updated my blog.

Lots and lots of things happened, and recently I just turned eighteen years old. I had a wonderful celebration, both with the girls, him and the clique.

It took me thinking about the difference between one year ago and one year later.

One year ago, I rmb I was in my misery world, thinking about why didn’t you rmb my birthday, why didn’t you wish me happy birthday. I knew you forgotten me at that instant, that got me super depressed for a moment until I met him.

I enjoyed my birthday with you a lot. I know you will be seeing this post as you are fan of my blog.

Thanks and ily, baby boy.

I hate itp, miss school. Can the six months just pass quickly? HAI. I'm so afraid to miss out things that I'm suppose to do, cannot afford to do any mistakes. Thus, make me super stressed.

Tonight, I felt so childish. I shouldn’t had tweet it and then you wont come back online just to make me feel happy. Haiiiii, in the end felt guilty. Sorry, :(

Sometime, I felt that I'm such a loser.

:( Although I felt that I'm just finding problems for myself.

In such a short time, I become so happy. So afraid that the happiness will be gone as fast as it comes.

The more I fall, the more I'm afraid. I don't want fear to overtake my brain.

But sometime, it just overtake.

Guess that's me, being stupid.

Goodnight, people.

Sleep the troubles away.

I hope the cargoes will get to Maersk Newton tonight smoothly if not I will be in trouble tmr!