Sunday, November 28, 2010

I miss you, I really do.

I'm sorry :(

I'm having the feeling of you don't want me anymore after you telling me all that.
Felt that I'm just a trouble to you, hai. I didn't mean to complain.
I'm feel so sad that we are beginning to drift apart. You seem like a stranger to me.

Feel like going away far far away. As usual, I want to run away.
Hope it will get better, I don't know why but I'm looking forward to work tmr.
It will prevent me from thinking too much since I'm a super free girl.
Take care, people :\

Thursday, November 4, 2010

I'm not as strong as you think.

It ends when either side decided to give up.

Nothing last forever, I know. But somehow, I hope what I'm feeling now will never change.
Are we strong enough to not to change?
I guess me and you wouldn't know the answer.

Life's fragile.
A second ago, you may be breathing. A minute later, you may not be breathing anymore.
You always hear people saying things like live your life to the fullest, this and that.
But how are we going to live to the fullest? How does it feels to live it to the fullest, I wondered.

Everybody is doing the same things, working hard to get into good school, working hard to get promoted, working hard to earn money, to earn the status/ title.

Does this count as living life to the fullest? I'm not really sure whether it is.

I need a break from work. It is breaking me apart.
Today, I answer my house intercom system like how I answer my company phone.
That is how work stuck to me every single day, so irritated.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh, short getaway this weekend.

I'm going to enjoy and relax this weekend.
But I miss baby boy so much too, I don't know how long will it continue, but apparently it seem like one year, we will meeting each other during the weekend only since when my itp ends, his itp starts and the best thing is it is also 6 months, ohmygod.
:( Are we strong enough to overcome? Or are we going to drift apart sooner or later like everybody else?
The best thing to do is not to think about it since I type it out here, I would not think.
Thinking kills sometime, you know.

Goodnight people, meeting the girls tmr!
Yay, so long so long since we met up! Heheheheheh.

Thursday, October 21, 2010

I'm eighteen, finally.


看你傻笑着, 握住我的手,
梦希望没有尽头, 我们走到这就好,
因为我不想太快走完这幸福.

It had been so long since I updated my blog.

Lots and lots of things happened, and recently I just turned eighteen years old. I had a wonderful celebration, both with the girls, him and the clique.

It took me thinking about the difference between one year ago and one year later.
One year ago, I rmb I was in my misery world, thinking about why didn’t you rmb my birthday, why didn’t you wish me happy birthday. I knew you forgotten me at that instant, that got me super depressed for a moment until I met him.
I enjoyed my birthday with you a lot. I know you will be seeing this post as you are fan of my blog.
Thanks and ily, baby boy.

I hate itp, miss school. Can the six months just pass quickly? HAI. I'm so afraid to miss out things that I'm suppose to do, cannot afford to do any mistakes. Thus, make me super stressed.

Tonight, I felt so childish. I shouldn’t had tweet it and then you wont come back online just to make me feel happy. Haiiiii, in the end felt guilty. Sorry, :(

Sometime, I felt that I'm such a loser.
:( Although I felt that I'm just finding problems for myself.
In such a short time, I become so happy. So afraid that the happiness will be gone as fast as it comes.
The more I fall, the more I'm afraid. I don't want fear to overtake my brain.
But sometime, it just overtake.
Guess that's me, being stupid.

Goodnight, people.
Sleep the troubles away.
I hope the cargoes will get to Maersk Newton tonight smoothly if not I will be in trouble tmr!

Thursday, September 30, 2010

I hope we wouldn't drift apart, seriously.



从前我太适应悲伤, 你的出现在无意中,
却深深撼动我., 一起走着没说什么,
心是满足的.


Sunday, September 26, 2010

♥ Baby you're the best I ever had.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
WHY TMR MONDAY?
WHY WEEKEND CANNOT BE 5 DAYS? THEN WEEKDAY 2 DAYS?
TELL ME WHY.
I DON'T WANT TO GO TO WORK.

Okay, should stop this. No matter what, tmr still must go to work.
I'm starting to miss school a lot. I miss the three girls, miss the time we always play in class.
Endure it, another 25 more weeks and I'm done with.

I'm excited for tonight F1 race. Hope Sebastian Vettel will win first place tonight.
Wohooooooooooo, gooodbye!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

If I let you go.

Don't want to regret about whatever decision I made.
But sadly, I always took the easy the way out.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

Just that somebody to love.

Don't think about ending, it wouldn't end.

FINALLY I'M DONE WITH MY FIVE PAPERS!
No more studying for the next 6 months. Time to be dogs for the companies that we going to have internship with. I'm not really looking forward, sian ttm. MY HOLIDAY ALL GONE.
But I shall not think too much and enjoy my 2 weeks of break naow!

Tmr, weekend trip. Yay, meaning gain weight, meaning more spare tyre.
Omgzzz, come back then jian fei lahz, shall enjoy myself although I will miss that silly boy that I love to disturb, hehehehe.

I SHALL SLEEP NAOW, SUPER LONG TIME DON'T HAVE THOSE LONG GOOD SLEEP.
Goooooodnight, peopleeeeeeeee!