Sunday, January 24, 2010

Feelings that are kept deep down.



2AM.
Even if I die, I can't send you away.
JUNGJINWOON, JOKOWN, LEECHANGMIN, IMSEULONG.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Please stop it, it's saddening.

What's up with those people that keep releasing fake rumor about Jay returning or not returning?
A bunch of pisser manxzx.
I miss Park Jaebeom so much.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Emptiness.

I'm still feeling the pain, which suck totally.
:(
I realised we are not like last time anymore.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

I don't believe in it anymore.

This is my first post of the year!
Omg, so late. Didn't have the time and also don't have the mood.
Hahaha. EXCUSES, I know.
But seem like nobody come to my blog anyway.
It's okay, it's better this way because I don't post much.
Hmmm, school started for a few weeks alr, first exam coming in 2 weeks time but I have not start studying. So much things to study yet I'm still slacking like I have the power to control time.
Somehow, I lose my directions in life, I do not know where to go, what to do and I'm just feeling so empty. I do not know why I'm feeling like this. For that certain period of time, all thanks to the joys my family bring, I slowly walk out of the darkness. But at that time, my family really were there with me, encouraging me to move on and being in the family made me feel lucky, lucky to have them with me. I'm so thankful to have them.
I love my mummy, daddy, belinda baby and ben pisser. Without them, I really don't know I will be able to cope anot, seriously.
Hmmm, 2010 is a brand new year. A brand new start. Few wishes to start off with.
  1. Me and my family and my friends healthy and happy.
  2. Do not skip too much lesson in school.
  3. Work hard for my second half of year one, GPA cannot drop.
  4. Spend more time with my clique.
  5. Have more oversea trips with my family. ^^
  6. Learn driving this year!

Cannot think of anymore, and this year I'm going to be eighteen. So fast, eighteen years of my life had passed! And I still haven do anything that I'm proud of myself.
Feel so old too! Don't want to grow up!
Okay till here, I'll be back soon.
Take care, bye!