Friday, October 30, 2009

Finally, second week of school had passed.

My actions are just helping me to escape from the reality.
Who is going to help me get back to the right track of life.
I wonder.
Goodnight, People.

Emotionally Tired,
Brenda.

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

Thursday, October 29, 2009

PARK JAEBEOM ^^

OMG. I MUST POST TODAY.
PARK JAEBEOM APPEARED IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT.
OMG OMG OMG. No wonder, I'm feeling so great today. Hahahah.
Jaebeom, you made my day.
But it is because I missed you too much.
I hope you consider coming back as 2pm leader.
:( Saranghae, Jaebeom.

Lovessssssss,
Brenda.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I can't feel anything, anymore.

Let start with the post with a song I'm listening to now.



I love Lee Seung Gi.
Listening to him singing Will you marry me. Super super super melt my heart.
Everytime when I hear this song, my tears will be like falling down. The lyrics are so super sincere. (: But the thing is I don't believe in forever. Do you think there will be forever? Hah. Love him, when will find another him? Hah. I want to fall in love. ^^

Another song that I personally like by him.
I think it suit my mood more. Lol.


The lyrics again are super niceeeeeee. His voiceeeeeeee. *sigh* I’m okay, I’ll be. It is not the first, second or third time alr, it’s alright.
Love the lie lie lie lie part, he’s gorgeous in the music video uh.
(:

Hmmm, school sucks. I hate school but I still need to go to school. I hope the long holiday will be here again. I’m waiting patiently. This semester modules are okay but the lecturer cannot make it. Some of them , speak too fast, some speak unclearly, omg want to listen also cannot really understand. And also school is not as fun as last semester, it’s seem to be lacking of something. Like the class have no bonding anymore, that’s what I felt. *Sigh* It’s alright, I’m sure there is many activities coming up soooon. So let wait and seeeee.

Oh ya, my birthday had passssed. I’m seventeeeeeeeeeen. Hehehe. ^^ But I still prefer to be young. Thanks to people who had wished me on that day. I’m thankful to have you people as my friends. Thanks for the presents tooooooo. But don’t know why, I don’t feel the happiness for my birthday this year. But still thank you people for your wishes and presents again.

Hmmm. I had been thinking, am I brave or being stupid to do that. I don’t know but since this is it, I don’t want to think anymore. It’s pain me to see that it had become like this. Haha. Human being are weird, they tend to achieve the impossible, they like to cling on to things that are hard to get. That’s what I think. Haha.
What do you all think? Agreeee?

Hehehe. I miss 2pm, their new album will be out next month. I can’t wait.
I like BEAST, Bad girl. They’re hot, but I don’t really like MBLAQ, they abit 2pm look alike but I don’t want to talk bad abt them la. ^^
BEAST, hehehe. I like!



Down down we gotta get down, down down we gotta get down! (:
I like the first one that sing! ^^
Okay, but I like still like my 2pm moreeeeeeee.
Junhoooooooooooooooooo. (:

Okay till here, I’m going to play café world, my favourite game nowwwwwwwww. ^^
Goodnight people and take careeeeeeee.
(:

XOXO,
Brenda.

Friday, October 16, 2009

That's the last thing I can do.




I MISS JAEBEOM ALOT.

I MISS 2PM TOOOOO. Dream Season Two, Junho inside, so fit, made me highhhhhhhhhhh!~
Can't wait for their new album to be out!

Super super super busy this two weeks, so no time to post entry for you all to see. Sorry^^ But I'm now here posting alr. Had been working for this two weeks, and fyi I'm working now too but I see too much document alr, so so so so so tired of keying it into the system. Save meeeeeeeeeeee. Hahah. I had beeen missing alot on videosss. But I watch one or two episodes of 1 night 2 days every night and because of them, I slept happily every single night. They are super funnnny. Hehehehe. I'm crazy about those six boyssssss.



EunJiwon, MCMong, LeeSuGeun, LeeSeungGi, KimC and KangHoDong are loved by meeeeeee.


VARIETY SPIRIT, one of their favourite phrases! (: Invented by MCMong.

HAHAHA.

School is starting next weeeeeeeeeeek. Can you all feel my hatred for schoooool? :(
Please don't let the schoool to reopen. Please bombed the schoool away.
LOL. Till here, everyone.

And TMR is OCTOBER BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION with clique.
HAPPY HAPPPY.

xoxoxoxoxoxo,
Brenda.

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义无奈
我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

-暧昧byRainie Yang.