Tuesday, September 29, 2009
回憶是最可怕的敵人。
Whenever I see this video, I feeeel so so sad. But at least I can feel how much fans love him. ^^
Fighting, Park Jaebeom! Saranghae, I love you. *shy* LOL.
Hmmmmmmm, have been busy nowaday, but if you ask me busy with what. I don't know too.
Haha. Busy thinking abt my future, my goals and all sort of thinking. Should I quit poly and change to private school, local or oversea? In this way, I can get a degree after three years than a diploma. But giving up everything in poly? Will I regret it, I'm not so sure myself too.
Anyway went clique chalet and have lots of fun. Hehehe. ^^ I love them! Games, Jokes and Foods. Haha. Have lots of funnnnnnnnn. Having Oct Birthday Babies Birthday Celebration on 17Oct. Can't wait! (: Chloe, please improve on your skills kay. If not pair you up with another lousy one. ^^
Okay. Till here, I'll update soon.
XOXO,
Brenda.
Saturday, September 19, 2009
It's all too late now.
Hey peeeeeeeeps. Here I am, back from somewhereeeeeee, actually nowhereeeeeeeeee. Hahah. Okay, I'm currently rotting at home. And because of that, I will start to reflect on my life. What I found out is this few points. Firstly, I do not have a goal in life. Secondly, I am not putting much effort in studies. Thirdly, I should forget all the unhappy thingsssss.
It had been one week one day since I know about that. At first, I was pretty sad about it at first but in the end, I thought through. What am I to him, to want him to wait for me till I'm ready for relationship? I'm nothing, I realised. He had moved on and I am still there, thinking that time will wait for me. It was not his fault, it was mine, I know. I didn't tell him the reasons because I do not have the courage to but now I don't even think there is a need for him to know. I felt the pain, really, now I know how much pain I caused him. The most I can do now is to let him go and wish him well...
Enough of thoseeeeee.
I'm awaiting for your return, Park Jaebeom.
I missssssssss 2pm, well since all their activities had stop, no more new videos of them. Sad, you knowwwwww. But it's okay, I can use the time to catch up on super junior. Hahah. I feeel sad for Jaebeom, he must be feeeling terrible inside. With all the fans boycotted 2pm, he must had feeel that it is his fault to cause all this unpleasant things to happen. As much as I hope Jaebeom to be back in 2pm, I don't think it is a right thing to boycotted the group. What about the other 6 memebers? They neeed lot of support now and we fans, should support them, I believe Jaebeom wants this too. Let give Jaebeom a rest, when he comes back as solo, support him! I'm waiting for your return, Park Jaebeom. It would be the best if you return to 2pm. (:
Lee Junho of 2pm ^^
Lee Junho is soooooooooooo cute, I want subs for DREAM. He is insideeeeeeee. Heheheeeee. I'm still like Jaebeom, but while he is resting in seattle, I will like Junho in the meantimeeeeee. Hahaha. ^^
Went out with clique few days ago. Hahaha. Have a fun day! It was Benjamin Birthday!
Photos taken belowwwwwwwww.
I lazy upload all the photos here. I uploaded at facebook alr. Hehehe.
Clique chalet is coming in 2 dayssssssss. I can't wait, my lovely friendssssss.
Okay, I'll post till hereeee.
Will be back sooooon. Goodnight.
Lovesssss,
Brenda.
It had been one week one day since I know about that. At first, I was pretty sad about it at first but in the end, I thought through. What am I to him, to want him to wait for me till I'm ready for relationship? I'm nothing, I realised. He had moved on and I am still there, thinking that time will wait for me. It was not his fault, it was mine, I know. I didn't tell him the reasons because I do not have the courage to but now I don't even think there is a need for him to know. I felt the pain, really, now I know how much pain I caused him. The most I can do now is to let him go and wish him well...
Enough of thoseeeeee.
I'm awaiting for your return, Park Jaebeom.
I missssssssss 2pm, well since all their activities had stop, no more new videos of them. Sad, you knowwwwww. But it's okay, I can use the time to catch up on super junior. Hahah. I feeel sad for Jaebeom, he must be feeeling terrible inside. With all the fans boycotted 2pm, he must had feeel that it is his fault to cause all this unpleasant things to happen. As much as I hope Jaebeom to be back in 2pm, I don't think it is a right thing to boycotted the group. What about the other 6 memebers? They neeed lot of support now and we fans, should support them, I believe Jaebeom wants this too. Let give Jaebeom a rest, when he comes back as solo, support him! I'm waiting for your return, Park Jaebeom. It would be the best if you return to 2pm. (:
Lee Junho of 2pm ^^
Lee Junho is soooooooooooo cute, I want subs for DREAM. He is insideeeeeeee. Heheheeeee. I'm still like Jaebeom, but while he is resting in seattle, I will like Junho in the meantimeeeeee. Hahaha. ^^
Went out with clique few days ago. Hahaha. Have a fun day! It was Benjamin Birthday!
Photos taken belowwwwwwwww.
I lazy upload all the photos here. I uploaded at facebook alr. Hehehe.
Clique chalet is coming in 2 dayssssssss. I can't wait, my lovely friendssssss.
Okay, I'll post till hereeee.
Will be back sooooon. Goodnight.
Lovesssss,
Brenda.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
How can Jaebeom leave too? ><
I love the 2pm with Jay, I'm sure.
I'm back after being missing so long. Don't blame me uh, I don't know what am I suppose to blog. I don't what am I suppose to say. What a sad day for me today. Today, I just know Jaebeom left 2pm just because of what the netizen say about him. I'm angry with the netizien for digging out about the past and comment on him but I'm disappointed of him giving up so fast. 2pm will not be the same without him as the leader. He must be so sad in seattle now. :( I am sad too. For the past few weeks, I thought with Jaebeom around, I wouldnt think about the rest but now he left too, it seem like one by one things are leaving me...
How sad. Yes, I choose to run away from things because I don't have the courage, really I do not have.
But I'm sure I will be fine. I will be.
I'm keeping everything deep down my heart, don't want to rake it up, don't want to hurt anyone.
Some things I just don't know how to say it out loud. :(
Till here, bye.
Loves,
Brenda.
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