Sunday, November 28, 2010

I miss you, I really do.

I'm sorry :(

I'm having the feeling of you don't want me anymore after you telling me all that.
Felt that I'm just a trouble to you, hai. I didn't mean to complain.
I'm feel so sad that we are beginning to drift apart. You seem like a stranger to me.

Feel like going away far far away. As usual, I want to run away.
Hope it will get better, I don't know why but I'm looking forward to work tmr.
It will prevent me from thinking too much since I'm a super free girl.
Take care, people :\

Thursday, November 4, 2010

I'm not as strong as you think.

It ends when either side decided to give up.

Nothing last forever, I know. But somehow, I hope what I'm feeling now will never change.
Are we strong enough to not to change?
I guess me and you wouldn't know the answer.

Life's fragile.
A second ago, you may be breathing. A minute later, you may not be breathing anymore.
You always hear people saying things like live your life to the fullest, this and that.
But how are we going to live to the fullest? How does it feels to live it to the fullest, I wondered.

Everybody is doing the same things, working hard to get into good school, working hard to get promoted, working hard to earn money, to earn the status/ title.

Does this count as living life to the fullest? I'm not really sure whether it is.

I need a break from work. It is breaking me apart.
Today, I answer my house intercom system like how I answer my company phone.
That is how work stuck to me every single day, so irritated.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh, short getaway this weekend.

I'm going to enjoy and relax this weekend.
But I miss baby boy so much too, I don't know how long will it continue, but apparently it seem like one year, we will meeting each other during the weekend only since when my itp ends, his itp starts and the best thing is it is also 6 months, ohmygod.
:( Are we strong enough to overcome? Or are we going to drift apart sooner or later like everybody else?
The best thing to do is not to think about it since I type it out here, I would not think.
Thinking kills sometime, you know.

Goodnight people, meeting the girls tmr!
Yay, so long so long since we met up! Heheheheheh.