Just keep going forward.

Meeerrrrrry Christmas.

I hope santa will give me back my pink grandpa.

Jay Park, come back soooooooooooooooon.

Leaving everything behind.

LANGKAWI, HERE I COME!

Miss me, people.

I will go out with you guys when I'm back, my friends.

Goodnight.

(: I've enough.

2 more days till exams end. 3 more papers.

Goodbye.

Studying sucks, big time.

我不是你想像那麼勇敢 多想讓你保護能流淚一場

讓我放下武裝像個孩子一樣 單純的把愛情放在你心上

每個人都有夢

幸福總站在最遠方 心中越是渴望越是不敢伸手擁抱

誰的心是我最後一站 我強問我自己

現在還沒有個答案

The weather make people feel sleepy.

When I'm tired, I will think of Jay (:

I'm studying super hard now and I tell you, CARGO HANDLING SUCKS.
Must rmb so many things. AHHHHHHHHHH.
Ytd night was great. Good dinner and nice catching up.
Miss you guys, will meet up soon after exams.

Till here, people.
Study hard and take careeeeeeeeeee.

Loves,
Brenda.

" It's 1:59pm, I'm waiting for 2PM! Park Jay come back as soon as you are ready. I'm waiting for you ♥ "

EDITED@1.15am.

OMG. 1.13am now, and I'm still awake. Hahah. Just want to say BEAST'S LEADER DOOJOON IS BACK ON MUSIC BANK. *yay* Luckily it was just rumor that he withdraw from the group if not I will be super mad at him. ^^

FIGHTING BEAST AND of course, 2PM. ♥ Goodnight, people~

Love is simple.

Just finished watching 桃花小妹, *sigh* Give me a 辰亦儒, can?
Went to have lunch today with Eve, Teng Hao and Kah Wee. Oh ya, then Jasmine, Eve's friend came later on too.
Hmmm, nice food and good conversation. Simple as that.

Exam is coming soon. Studying not as much as I should be doing. Project not yet done. And problems come one by one. I'm tired, but I don't like to share with people my problem so I shall vent it by writing down here. After writing down what is in my heart, I will always feel better.

This few days, I keep thinking abt the definition of love. What is love suppose to be like? How will you feel when you are in love? What do you all think?
To me, love is simple, not complicated. Because if it's complicated, it will be tiring and eventually you will give up and feel hurt. But after the period of pain, when you think back, your heart will not feel the pain anymore because time will help to overcome everything.
I may like you but if I do not have the courage, in the end I'll lose out. And it always happen to me. This make me doubt about my so called fairytale love-like theory that I once believe.
Hahah. How naive of me to believe abt this theory. But till now, I still want to believe this theory. When I found the right one, it'll eventually be mine.
No rush, good thing are meant to be wait. (:

Another thing is tmr will be clique dinner at airport. *yay!* So long I didnt see them so I miss them a lot. ^^

*Sigh* I feel pretty pathetic for sending that text. I send that text to you is because I care for you but you didn't reply me. I send that purely as a friend but you doesn't even treat me as a friend. I don't know what to feel. Maybe it's not that big a deal. Forget it.

Rest early, people. Take care and love you guys.

Goodnight,
Brenda.

" 一顆心呼喚另一顆的声音, 你聆听到我的心了吗? "

MY LAPTOP WALLPAPER (:

Heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, peeps!

The weather is sooooooooo cold. And the weather made people feeeeeel so alone. I'm currently half studying my gems, CALENDARS AND ASTRONOMY and half typing and posting here.

A song to describe the weather.

下雨天 sang by 梁心頤 (:

Keep listening to this song. Hmmm. Lyrics of this song are beautiful tooooo. Awww.

Part of the lyrics hereeeeeeee~

下雨天了 怎麼辦 我好想你
我不敢打給你 我找不到原因

為什麼失眠的聲音 變得好熟悉

沈默的場景 做你的代替 陪我等雨停

期待讓人越來越沉溺

誰和我一樣 等不到他的誰

愛上你我總在學會 寂寞的滋味

一個人撐傘 一個人擦淚 一個人好累

怎樣的雨 怎樣的夜 怎樣的我 能讓你更想念

雨要多大 天要多黑才能夠有你的體貼

其實沒有我你分不出哪些差別結局還能多明顯

別說你會難過 別說你想改變

被愛的人不用道歉

Omg. Tue test on calendars. *pray hard that it is based on common sense*

Haha. Till hereeeeeeeee. I'm going back to study calendars and then do the practice papers then the end for this module!

Goodbye people.

XOXOXO,

Brenda.

" Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful. "

(: Sweeeeeeeeet.

Jay, Come backzxzxz.

I'm starting to study alr! *CLAPS & ROARS*AND I'm having a sore throat but my brother is tempting me with potato chips. OMG. And I ate it, of course. Lol. -.-
I don't know what to post alr. But I want to say let me stay in my own world so we can have a fairytale like story. (:

Goodnight people.

Loves,
Brenda.

"If there is too much beautiful memories, I'm afraid it will take a longer time to erase everything from my heart."

2PM comeback @ MusicBank. *JIANG*

OMG. I LOVE THEM, but my dear jay is missing. :(

Hmmmm. I just watched their comeback on Music Bank. Of course! They didn't disappoint me. Their dance moves melt my heart. So hot, esp Junsu. But when will jay be back with them? Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Please come back soooooooon. I miss you, you know? I guess Jay will be sneezing everyday, every mins, every secs since everyone is missing him so much. * Laugh Out Loud*

Today, I had a wonderful day. I woke up pretty late, and so thinking that I couldn't make it for the first lesson, I decided to skip it, went to collect my pay from 2 places, i walk from bugis to cityhall, super tired. Then walked super fast because eve was waiting for me at dover. LOL. I made her waited for me so long. *SORRY* Hahah. And the first thing she do when she saw me is giving me a middle finger. LOL.

Then met up with tenghao, take the train to causeway, was super hungry. We had our lunch at swensen, *OMG* Yummmy. So super full after finishing everything on the table except fries. HAHA. Then we went to purchase movie tickets for 2012. Went acrade to play since there is so much time left. HAHA. Funny thing is TONG TONG thought we at JP, he go there find us. HAHAHA. After that met up with Alvin and Zac and AhTong then we went to watch 2012. I cried >.< *OMG, the pilot that died is super cute although he got funny accent*
Then went for ice cream session with Eve, Tenghao and Alvin. *Thanks Eve for the treat!*
After that, we went off. * End of the wonderful day! *

Super pissed off with blogger for don't know what stupid reason, made me lose the last part of my post that I typed out just now and super lazy to type it back so too bad. Lol.

Till here people and have a good weekend.
And I need to study very soon to maintain my gpa. *hopefully*

XOXOXO,
Brenda.

"Sometimes your nearness takes my breath away; and all the things I want to say can find no voice. Then, in silence, I can only hope my eyes will speak my heart."

Can you feel my heartbeat?

Finally. Long waited music video came out. As usual, they are super my type of guys. But it's lack of something, Park Jaebeom presence. :( I want him inside, he make the group look more powerful since his popping is super attractive to my eyes. ^^
I seriously hope he will be back. I miss him badly.
*sigh* I'm moody now, super. ZZZZ

Goodnight, people.

Again and Again,
Brenda.
I'll not go anymore deeper because I know it's impossible.

(:

"You will move on when your heart finally understands that there is no turning back."

I was crazy about you.

JAY PARK ^^ SO CUTE!

MY BLOG SONG IS THE NEW 2PM SONG, 'I'm crazy about you'!
I hear it for like a thousand times alr and I simply loveeeeee it although without Jay is something to be sad of alot. I thought he will be back but now my hope of him coming back for 2pm first album are smashed when I see the album jacket without him. :( I want him backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk, PLEASE.

The lyrics of the song are super sad.
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone
She's gone, gone

You're standing up now, you throw aside my hands.
The words 'I love you' are still caught in my throat, I didn't even have a chance to greet you yet.
As I see your back turned towards me, the whole world feels like it's breaking down.
It's all breaking down.
All those days we loved, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that, and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.
It's too hard, I'm tired, eventually I just let go.
The words "If you really loved me, you'd let me go"
I don't hear any of it.
The image of your back towards me is engraved into my eyes, It's all breaking down.
All those days we loved, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that, and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.
{RAP}
I couldn't even say that you can't leave.
All I am is a fool that can only watch you leave.
Going crazier day by day, never being able to forget you.
I can't handle myself, I was crazy for you, I was crazy for you.
I didn't even have a chance to say that and I let you go.
She's getting further away.
Love can't be like this to me.

I just came back from a weekend trip from malacca. It sure had enlighten up my mood. But I don't want to come back to the reality, to face the truth. I want to live in my own world. It'll be better, I told myself. But I know deep down, it hasn't gotten better. After that night, you disappeared into the thin air. And after today, I'm telling myself I'll be strong and forget about everything. I do not want to see you anymore. I do not want to find you anymore. I do not want to miss you anymore. I do not want to go crazy about you anymore.
The end but will I be able to do it, me, myself not sure too.


Hahaha.
Okay, I shall post some pictures when my bro upload the photos from the camera uh.
I became tanned again!
YAY! So happy.
I don't want to go to school tmr. It is a torture to go to school. Got meeting after school, got company meeting for Annual Dance and Dinner after that, sure very late come back. :(
SO SAD. SO VERY SAD.
Haha.

Shall end hereeeee. Can't wait for 2PM to make comeback on Inkigayo next week!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Loves,
BRENDA.

"We were given two hands to hold, two legs to walk, two eyes to see, two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else, for us to find."

Finally, second week of school had passed.

My actions are just helping me to escape from the reality.
Who is going to help me get back to the right track of life.
I wonder.
Goodnight, People.

Emotionally Tired,
Brenda.

"A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go, you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty."

PARK JAEBEOM ^^

OMG. I MUST POST TODAY.
PARK JAEBEOM APPEARED IN MY DREAM LAST NIGHT.
OMG OMG OMG. No wonder, I'm feeling so great today. Hahahah.
Jaebeom, you made my day.
But it is because I missed you too much.
I hope you consider coming back as 2pm leader.
:( Saranghae, Jaebeom.

Lovessssssss,
Brenda.

I can't feel anything, anymore.

Let start with the post with a song I'm listening to now.



I love Lee Seung Gi.
Listening to him singing Will you marry me. Super super super melt my heart.
Everytime when I hear this song, my tears will be like falling down. The lyrics are so super sincere. (: But the thing is I don't believe in forever. Do you think there will be forever? Hah. Love him, when will find another him? Hah. I want to fall in love. ^^

Another song that I personally like by him.
I think it suit my mood more. Lol.


The lyrics again are super niceeeeeee. His voiceeeeeeee. *sigh* I’m okay, I’ll be. It is not the first, second or third time alr, it’s alright.
Love the lie lie lie lie part, he’s gorgeous in the music video uh.
(:

Hmmm, school sucks. I hate school but I still need to go to school. I hope the long holiday will be here again. I’m waiting patiently. This semester modules are okay but the lecturer cannot make it. Some of them , speak too fast, some speak unclearly, omg want to listen also cannot really understand. And also school is not as fun as last semester, it’s seem to be lacking of something. Like the class have no bonding anymore, that’s what I felt. *Sigh* It’s alright, I’m sure there is many activities coming up soooon. So let wait and seeeee.

Oh ya, my birthday had passssed. I’m seventeeeeeeeeeen. Hehehe. ^^ But I still prefer to be young. Thanks to people who had wished me on that day. I’m thankful to have you people as my friends. Thanks for the presents tooooooo. But don’t know why, I don’t feel the happiness for my birthday this year. But still thank you people for your wishes and presents again.

Hmmm. I had been thinking, am I brave or being stupid to do that. I don’t know but since this is it, I don’t want to think anymore. It’s pain me to see that it had become like this. Haha. Human being are weird, they tend to achieve the impossible, they like to cling on to things that are hard to get. That’s what I think. Haha.
What do you all think? Agreeee?

Hehehe. I miss 2pm, their new album will be out next month. I can’t wait.
I like BEAST, Bad girl. They’re hot, but I don’t really like MBLAQ, they abit 2pm look alike but I don’t want to talk bad abt them la. ^^
BEAST, hehehe. I like!



Down down we gotta get down, down down we gotta get down! (:
I like the first one that sing! ^^
Okay, but I like still like my 2pm moreeeeeeee.
Junhoooooooooooooooooo. (:

Okay till here, I’m going to play café world, my favourite game nowwwwwwwww. ^^
Goodnight people and take careeeeeeee.
(:

XOXO,
Brenda.

That's the last thing I can do.

I MISS JAEBEOM ALOT.

I MISS 2PM TOOOOO. Dream Season Two, Junho inside, so fit, made me highhhhhhhhhhh!~
Can't wait for their new album to be out!

Super super super busy this two weeks, so no time to post entry for you all to see. Sorry^^ But I'm now here posting alr. Had been working for this two weeks, and fyi I'm working now too but I see too much document alr, so so so so so tired of keying it into the system. Save meeeeeeeeeeee. Hahah. I had beeen missing alot on videosss. But I watch one or two episodes of 1 night 2 days every night and because of them, I slept happily every single night. They are super funnnny. Hehehehe. I'm crazy about those six boyssssss.



EunJiwon, MCMong, LeeSuGeun, LeeSeungGi, KimC and KangHoDong are loved by meeeeeee.


VARIETY SPIRIT, one of their favourite phrases! (: Invented by MCMong.

HAHAHA.

School is starting next weeeeeeeeeeek. Can you all feel my hatred for schoooool? :(
Please don't let the schoool to reopen. Please bombed the schoool away.
LOL. Till here, everyone.

And TMR is OCTOBER BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION with clique.
HAPPY HAPPPY.

xoxoxoxoxoxo,
Brenda.

暧昧让人变得贪心
直到等待失去意义无奈
我和你写不出结局
放遗憾的美丽

-暧昧byRainie Yang.

回憶是最可怕的敵人。

Whenever I see this video, I feeeel so so sad. But at least I can feel how much fans love him. ^^
Fighting, Park Jaebeom! Saranghae, I love you. *shy* LOL.

Hmmmmmmm, have been busy nowaday, but if you ask me busy with what. I don't know too.
Haha. Busy thinking abt my future, my goals and all sort of thinking. Should I quit poly and change to private school, local or oversea? In this way, I can get a degree after three years than a diploma. But giving up everything in poly? Will I regret it, I'm not so sure myself too.

Anyway went clique chalet and have lots of fun. Hehehe. ^^ I love them! Games, Jokes and Foods. Haha. Have lots of funnnnnnnnn. Having Oct Birthday Babies Birthday Celebration on 17Oct. Can't wait! (: Chloe, please improve on your skills kay. If not pair you up with another lousy one. ^^

Okay. Till here, I'll update soon.

XOXO,
Brenda.

It's all too late now.

Hey peeeeeeeeps. Here I am, back from somewhereeeeeee, actually nowhereeeeeeeeee. Hahah. Okay, I'm currently rotting at home. And because of that, I will start to reflect on my life. What I found out is this few points. Firstly, I do not have a goal in life. Secondly, I am not putting much effort in studies. Thirdly, I should forget all the unhappy thingsssss.
It had been one week one day since I know about that. At first, I was pretty sad about it at first but in the end, I thought through. What am I to him, to want him to wait for me till I'm ready for relationship? I'm nothing, I realised. He had moved on and I am still there, thinking that time will wait for me. It was not his fault, it was mine, I know. I didn't tell him the reasons because I do not have the courage to but now I don't even think there is a need for him to know. I felt the pain, really, now I know how much pain I caused him. The most I can do now is to let him go and wish him well...
Enough of thoseeeeee.


I'm awaiting for your return, Park Jaebeom.

I missssssssss 2pm, well since all their activities had stop, no more new videos of them. Sad, you knowwwwww. But it's okay, I can use the time to catch up on super junior. Hahah. I feeel sad for Jaebeom, he must be feeeling terrible inside. With all the fans boycotted 2pm, he must had feeel that it is his fault to cause all this unpleasant things to happen. As much as I hope Jaebeom to be back in 2pm, I don't think it is a right thing to boycotted the group. What about the other 6 memebers? They neeed lot of support now and we fans, should support them, I believe Jaebeom wants this too. Let give Jaebeom a rest, when he comes back as solo, support him! I'm waiting for your return, Park Jaebeom. It would be the best if you return to 2pm. (:

Lee Junho of 2pm ^^

Lee Junho is soooooooooooo cute, I want subs for DREAM. He is insideeeeeeee. Heheheeeee. I'm still like Jaebeom, but while he is resting in seattle, I will like Junho in the meantimeeeeee. Hahaha. ^^

Went out with clique few days ago. Hahaha. Have a fun day! It was Benjamin Birthday!
Photos taken belowwwwwwwww.








I lazy upload all the photos here. I uploaded at facebook alr. Hehehe.
Clique chalet is coming in 2 dayssssssss. I can't wait, my lovely friendssssss.
Okay, I'll post till hereeee.
Will be back sooooon. Goodnight.

Lovesssss,
Brenda.

How can Jaebeom leave too? ><

I love the 2pm with Jay, I'm sure.

I'm back after being missing so long. Don't blame me uh, I don't know what am I suppose to blog. I don't what am I suppose to say. What a sad day for me today. Today, I just know Jaebeom left 2pm just because of what the netizen say about him. I'm angry with the netizien for digging out about the past and comment on him but I'm disappointed of him giving up so fast. 2pm will not be the same without him as the leader. He must be so sad in seattle now. :( I am sad too. For the past few weeks, I thought with Jaebeom around, I wouldnt think about the rest but now he left too, it seem like one by one things are leaving me...


How sad. Yes, I choose to run away from things because I don't have the courage, really I do not have.


But I'm sure I will be fine. I will be.
I'm keeping everything deep down my heart, don't want to rake it up, don't want to hurt anyone.
Some things I just don't know how to say it out loud. :(
Till here, bye.

Loves,
Brenda.

I know I'm running away from it.

Already Gone- Kelly Clarkson.

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high, yeah
It never would've worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you
Now I can't stop
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another that doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know that it doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
and I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone
Already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone
Already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone.

Awww, the lyrics made me feel so sad. :(
This few days, keep listening to this song.

Okay, today is the day I have waited for so long alr. No more papers! I'm so happy happy happy! Hahahahahahaha. I cannot use words to express the feeling of mine now. Hmmm, out of the five papers, I only have one paper that I am less confident which is the last paper, navigation safety. *sigh* Hopes I won't get 50 marks again for it. Hahaha. Now, is vacation! But I don't know what to do. Play, enjoy life or find jobs. Two options, but I am lazy lazy lazy but I'm broke broke broke. Hahaha. I'm so lame tonight, but although my mindset is hyper, my body feel like it is going to break down anytime, no matter how much I sleep, I still feel exhausted. Must be something wrong with the head of mine. Lol. Now, I'm catching up with my 1night2days, so funnnnny and I love Eun Jiwon and the mind of his, what he is thinking is so unique. *Laugh Out Loud*
I feel that I'm becoming so emotional. -.- I hope to meet up with my 2 girlfriends soon. I hope to meet up with my clique soon. I hope that polymates will overcome the problem and be like last time. (: Really hope people out there will be living their life to the fullest and not wasting them.
Okay, like I say, emotional. I can't stand myself so I am ending here alr.
Oh ya, Monday out with J and Eve. And J made something for me, so excitied and touched by it.
Goodnight, my loveable readers.

With lots of lovesssss,
Brenda.

I was hoping you will know.

Eun Jiwon - Adiós ♥

I'm so hooked on One Night Two Days! Wees. And this song was sang by one of the cast inside!
Hahahah. The one with specs. Cute uh.
Why Baby Why~
Lol. I'm suppose to study now. I sneaked out of studying world to come here to post! So I'm going back. Enjoy the video above!

XOXO,
Brenda.

No matter how hard I try, it wouldn't be the same anymore.

Love is Punishment- K.Will. (Shinning Inheritance)
Perhaps if I have never encountered you, it would have been the best
If I had need been living in another world
If I had need to become strangers in life
It will not have been left with this inflicting pain in my heart
Each day & each day forgetting you
Each day & each day abandoned you
In the midst of my heart deeply concealing something that I cant really openly shout about of my love
It seems all along I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heavens render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears
My mind I have already forgotten you
My speech I have already forgotten you
Occasionally drinking to drunken stupor
But afraid that I will utter my love for you
Really fear thatIt seems all along
I have always thought that love was bliss & happiness
Unable to beyond words that love is heavens render punishment
I just have to love you & my heart will shiver & tremble
This is just living by wiping off tears
Dream will I able to love you?
Crying & weeping to my sleep
Awake, each day return to that of the former
Love is to love you
When you arent around, stealing mutter to say i love you
Afraid that when you heard that, you will run away
Obscure silence inadvertently in loving you

♥Love the drama, the song lyrics and the video too.

I am studying like hell now. My head, eyes and heart are hurting like hell. I'm stressed, will I be able to make it, me myself is not very sure too. Hah. Shall just try my best.
This few days, I realised alot from things that had happened. You will just need to forgive, forget and move on with it. In life, there is no turning back so there is no use regretting too. My head telling me this but I do not know why my heart is hurting like mad. :(
I am just writing my feeling out since there is nothing I can do about it, so there is not a need to ask me what happened ya.
Till here, everyone.

Loves,
Brenda.

It wasn't easy for me too.

Omg. I love this picture!
Isn't Jaebeom hot? ^^

Hmmm, I am feeling rather bored, doing Accounting Project now so I'm here to post. Hahah. I didn't know is 4pm in the afternoon alr. Wow, time is passing so fast that I got no time to do other things. I want to go out but I'm stuck at home finishing up projects and studying for upcoming exams. *sigh* But I got totally no mood to do anything. I don't why tooooo. I can't wait for vacation to come. But I must buck up for my exams first before enjoying. That's how life is. This few days, feeling rather random but who will be there to listen to me? Everyone seem to have their own troubles and I don't want to add into them anymore. Hmmm, time table for exams are out, 17Aug will be the first paper which is ard less than 10 days before exams are coming. This time round, I got 5 papers to study, wish my luck! And worst of all, the time table is the same again, meaning I will be like having logistic and seamanship exams on the same day, meaning I will rmb logistic but cannot rmb for seamanship, then I will fail again! Shit, then must retake seamanship, then must jump jetty jump again. Oh no, I don't want that to happen. I will kill myself if that happens! No more youtube till after exams for me! I'm like controlling can, the fast few days, I only watch one of their video, the rest were spending on projects. I stayed back for the past few days for projects, and I must say I'm disappointed that most of them didn't even ask how are the project going on and so on. *sigh*
Anyway, I had changed my blog song to 不屑by黃鴻升(小鬼)! It is his new song, hehehe!
Part of the lyrics are here:
事情如果那麽簡單那就好了，
想讓自己不，
瞬間就通通消滅。
人類如果沒有心臟那就好了，
受傷不會流血，悲傷也不會流淚。
不需要有同類傳染頹廢，
不需要愚昧的尊嚴，
不需要去偷竊你的思念，
自我安慰。
就讓我僞裝我嘴角不屑，
讓孤獨乘以更孤獨的兩倍，
允許我保留我最後一點點特權，
赦免我想念你的心碎。
如果我眼神裏閃爍不屑，
可能我心裏一半已經殘廢。
那一半跟著你走遠了的那一天，
這一半漸漸地瓦解。。。
Till here, everyone.
Take care and study hard! Fighting!~

With lots of lovessssss,
Brenda.

断了的弦- 周杰伦

断了的弦再怎么连,
我的感觉你你已听不见.
你的转变像断掉的弦,
再怎么接应都不对,
你的改变我能够分辨.
我沉默,你的话也不多,
我们之间笑着什么不说.
*sigh*

Goodnight, everyone.

Too late,
Brenda.

Just like this, I'm alr contented.

Project is killing me, seriously.
Today was actually a bad day for me but now I guess not really alr.
It had been so long...
Hehehe.
I hope I will finish my project soon. After that, I am going to start studying for exams.
Goodnight, my friends. My eyes are seriously closing. Hahah.

Loves,
Brenda.

You aren't the same anymore.

Jaebeom is loved by me. ♥

I'm in school, just finished my sausage egg muffin meal! So full~
So I guess I will not be eating my lunch. Hahah. Met Joel Low in the morning today!
Hahahah. So long never see until him le! Happppy Happpppy. He grown like taller again. *sigh* Why am I not growing taller? Hahahah.
Okay, till here. Project dicussion, I hate project and I'm abit pissed off by him! -.-
Byeeeeeeeee!

XOXO,
Brenda.
Will the past return? I'm still rmb the first time I met you.
It seem so ytd though. :/

Only you - 2pm!

TRANSLATION OF THE SONG.
I love the lyrics of this song(:

Only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed.
I wouldn't be able to breathe again,
It's only you my baby it's only you.

Why can't I let go of the memories that have already ended?
Why do I keep holding onto them alone?
After letting that person left me, go, I live a new life.
Oh~ I know it too, that it's the way it should be, I know it too.

Though I couldn't bring myself to believe it the first month,
After nothing but crying for the second month.
And on the third month, holding onto my whole heart,
I tried to meet other people.
But I couldn't bring myself to smile.

Only you, only you can bring me to life.
I can't stop these tears,
So just come and return to me.
Only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed.
I can't bring myself to smile again,
it's only you my baby it's only you.

Listen, You were really beautiful. When you smiled, I was blinded by the light.
To that bright smile, I lost track of all thought.
Oh~ miss you baby, I really miss you so much.

No can understand me, and also as of now,
why to this day I still have a deep attachment to you.
Oh~ though they don't get it, you have known it.

Its only you my baby its only you baby,
only you, only you can bring me to life.
I can't stop these tears,
So just come and return to me.
Only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed.
I can't bring myself to smile again,
it's only you my baby it's only you.

Yo, I tried to forget you but,
no matter how hard I tried, I keep finding myself looking for you.
And even until now, I keep remembering that bright smile.
Isn't it pitiful, how did it come to be this way?
I'm unable to quite forget everything altogether,
There continues to exist an empty spot that refuses to be filled,
It can only be filled by you.

Its only you my baby its only you yeah~
Only you, only you can bring me to life,
I can't stop these tears,
So just come and return to me.
Only you, if it's not you, I can't be fixed.
I can't bring myself to smile again,
it's only you my baby it's only you yeah~

Are you doing okay? I'm not doing well, I need you.

With lots of love,
Brenda.
P.S Jaebeom is the one wearing pink shirt!
XOXO.

Sometime, feelings can be so random.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, LEON TAN ZHONG XI!

I'm super duper tired and full. Just came back from Leon birthday dinner. Actually, I planned not to go one but in the end, I still went because Leon wanted everyone to go badly! :( Hahahah. But I never regret going, ate alot! Hahahah.
Okay, I just wanted to post something while waiting for my hair to dry.
Hmmm, till here, I'm sleeeping sooon.
Goodnight, people!

Loves,
Brenda.
P.S I miss Jaebeom! ^^

Sometime, things just get into your way.

Jaebeom♥Jaebeom♥Jaebeom♥Jaebeom♥

Hey people!
I'm in school now, having break. I just eaten Macwing set plus lots of junk foods. No wonder, I feeel fat! :( How, how, how. I must start exercising alr. Lol.
Feeel like updating about what I did during the weekend. Hehehe. So here I come!




Saturday, went out with clique to clarke quay to have dinner with them and somehow celebrate kelly birthday. Have fun with them but sadly, Chloe couldn't make it. :( Nvm, I will find time to Airport with her and yiwei. Hahah. Anyway, before meeting kelly, we went to complete kelly photobook, so sweeet la. I also want one, okay. Hahaha. I uploaded some of the pictures we taken below.


Tingting and Me.


Hahah. (:


Girls have power.


In the resturant.


Yiwei and me.

The rest of the pictures are at facebook. Hahah. I'm lazy to upload all here. Reach home past 12plus, walking in my house like walking into forest. Scary, but surprisingly, my parent never say anything at all. Hahahah. Then my cousin came to stay over at my home, talked with her till 2am before sleeping.
Sunday was family day. Went jb to shop and eat alot. Hahahah. Enjoyable, went to giant and swept the whole store home. Now, my cupboard are full of foods! (:

Today, starting of the week alr. I guess I'm starting to study alr since exams are coming in a few weeks time. Sigh. I don't really know how to study though. After that, six weeks of break. *jumping with joy* Okay, I'm writing till here since the next lesson starts alr.

Loves,
Mrs. Park Jaebeom♥
P.S I know I'm pretty mad.

♥ Jaebeom is loved by me!

Good afternoooon, my friends! What a beautiful Saturday afternoon with the sun shining so brightly!
Hmmm, I am in such a good mood. And most of all, I LOVE JAEBEOM FROM 2PM. Heheheheh.
Like happy only, he speaks english la. I want to fly to korean now now now now now!
Hahahah. Okay, I'm going out with clique to catch up later! I miss them! Hahahah. I'm going to bath and go out sooooon. Seeya guyssssss later.
I'm like offically over that thing alr. Nothing big deal, I am always like this anyway. Hahah.
I want to change my blog song to 2PM Again and Again, see whether I can find the song later anot.
Hmm, till here la.
Gooooodbye!

Take care,
Brenda Love Jaebeom ♥
but when will I be able to meet him?

For you, I'll smile.

Hey, peepos!
I'm here to update. Hehehehe. But short post, because I'm tired alr. Today, jetty jump was scary. I don't know why since I jumped before but it is still scary. So malu la. Hahahah. Okay, after school went to do project. Sigh~ Then Ruiyong started telling me his big morale stories. Hahah. Made me stress only. Sigh.
Till here, goodnight.

xoxo,
Brenda.

*edited/ I feel bad.

My First Post.

Heheheh. I'm finally back to blogger after few months using livejournal, reason being I missed having a tagboard. So everybody, look forward for my next post, okay?
I'm so in neeed of sleeep now. Shall sleep soon and there is jetty jump tmr. I'm excited, yet nervous. Omg, wish me luck!
Goodnight, my friends.

Loves,
BRENDA.